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Missilefish

by Missilefish

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1.
I can help you bring this art to life, but don't kill mine We were busy trading compliments, or were we just wasting time?
2.
I wish I could get it all out of me I wish I could say everything 'cause you know I could write out a million ways indefinitely But realistically it will always miss the mark Like a lifetime of chipping away the shards of a human masterpiece I will always be trying to say my peace I wish I could find the balance between the constant need to write and the perfect words to bring relief I will always be trying to say my peace And at times, it's like yesterday, the day before He said/he said, nothing more to report - for what it's worth If I could relay every smile, every ounce of reflection from your lipstick red Making its way to me from you to drown out the dark in my abysmal head And what it does, to a self-deprecating fool like me
3.
Mountainous enterprises with a wingspan of empty voices whispering prayers in a tongue extinct before blowing kisses to a one-eyed lover, Oh how sweet the poison tastes Did you put a filter on? Is the picture too big to put into perspective? In such a vast landscape of wasted time, your time is now subjected to a watchful eye Your status is compromised Grandiose background display For fuck's sake please look at me "I am the wildfire, I am mystique" But I will only make you more incompletely held out at arm's length The clocks start rotting off the fucking walls Our mouths grew apart, but did you even notice at all? That the time we spent distracted by our ignorance could've killed the cancer that is growing in the future tense Growing old so fast, I know that this won't last Where have I been for all this time that has passed?
4.
When your cup has run dry, I'll feed you the deepest lines from the wishing well Remember you've grown older, so much bolder than you were before Where the grass is always greener, you can't seem to cross over And it's hard to let it go I know you have the nerve to find what it is you deserve I know it's hard to find the way to learn from your mistakes, and not to take for granted, the things that you have loved and lost I know you have the nerve to find what it is you deserve
5.
Fever Dreams 03:20
Who's there? Behind the wheel of my dreamstate brain, are you trying to drive me insane? Showed a familiar face, played a broken song and this feels so wrong ...But which cortex did you pull this from? Who's there? Pulling the strings of a heart bent out of shape I should've left the past where it belongs, and stopped dealing cards with fate But I did my best to try to separate... ...But which cortex did you pull this from?
6.
With a wave of his brush, uneasy in the eye, He replied, "I'm sorry for painting you such a cold color in this final piece I know it was unfair and I didn't care. Never thought that I could be the one to hold a grudge as it held onto me Sticks and stone may bury us, but I buried your name Such a hard pill to swallow when I'm the one to blame I'm sorry, projections made in such dishonest harmony And now I know that I must set the record straight"
7.
Starlit 04:19
One breath and two chemical sparks that ignite this three hour night for it never ends These five fingers intertwined and a sixth-sense shopping trend And no seventh number rhyme But you cast a spell on me Something more than words could ever ask for Through starlit amber eyes lies a magic deep in you A universe of entanglements, bleeding through our dreams The seams of a world we could stitch together, painted by hand until the weather washes it away Day by day dancing to the gods of thunder and rain But you cast a spell on me Something more than words could ever ask for Through starlit amber eyes lies a magic deep in you
8.
As always with these new ways to navigate Can you communicate? I was only trying just to carry all the little things as not to separate And oh, I've been dying to find a level plane And oh, do you know a place where we could dissipate? It was a big deal or so it seemed back then It was a big deal that I will not forget That now I'm growing up, growing up And made some bad decisions down the line Is there an exit plan within my reach? Did I invest in wasted time? Growing up x3 Came to impress, the best was always second-rate Should I elaborate? Working harder maybe one day we'll get to ease the ache (Wish I could skip a grade) And oh, I lied- there's no way we can escape But oh, I believe in a common good we could perpetuate It took six strings to get this off my chest I forget remembering that I could not pretend Now I'm growing up, growing up And made some bad decisions down the line Is there an exit plan within my reach? Did I invest in wasted time? Growing up x3 May a fancy form of rhetoric always find you stressing and addressing your fault with words, expounding an open internal dilemma Because with all you write, we sympathize! And this, my love, will eternally drive us
9.
Scuffleville 05:31
True, it's a very special kind of bruise a stubborn man appreciates He said, "I'll show you dead" as an unbridled attempt at cool The words echoed within his head Like tires on a bonfire, the heat an intoxicating mess as cold landscape surrounds you Choose the last resort as everybody said, "Then again, you'll have no control in the state of an accident Or could a one-track mind defy all the evidence?" There's only one way left to find out Close to breaking the surface again x3
10.
I told the ocean, "If you move, let me move with you" So I carried on in waves I carried on in waves I asked the wind, "Can I be a part of you?" How it changed my point of view It changed my point of view I've found my heaven I've seen this hell And goddamn these infinite paths, I ran on into the black hole psychosis I saw the seasons as they changed, would I remain the same? The tides have come and gone The tides have come and gone Do you hear the echoes, as they roar? Like thunder! I had to write this song I had to write this song I've found my heaven I've seen this hell And goddamn these infinite paths, I ran on into the black hole psychosis
11.
I sit in a chair, just about everywhere, waiting here for my friends Likewise minds to help pass the time when eternity never ends And we can light up this room if you truly wanted to I'm the glow and you're the glue No one could ever replace the subtle things you do Hollowed eyes pass by, no reservations for surprise - still waiting here for my friends Time's no joke, the sand will always choke on the hourglass, end over end And we can light up this room if you truly wanted to You're the glow and I'm the glue No one could ever replace the subtle things you do I see a face, I remember this place No longer waiting here for my friends
12.
Overthinking like water over the bridge so it takes you away Got him head over heels with the notion of love songs more than the balance in his feet And loneliness seems a viable thing, when dancing between setting a world on fire, or being a puzzle piece But if that's just not the case the subtleties will bury me Never learned how to live with a poker face Just an inkling of what it could've been like had he stepped off the page Dotted out in the i's, visible heartstrings yet to be erased Just wish he would've crossed his t's And happiness seems an attainable thing, if you're good at juggling the act of a gun for hire and some naked-ass honesty But if that's still not the case the context clues will be in place But why did you spend all this time digging your own grave?
13.
Song 13 05:34
These words- the fuel to a funeral pyre like gasoline, prior- banging our heads against the wall calling out for relief And the ember's ardor, foul a-glow, setting fire to a house that once felt like home If I could offer wiser ways of help and proper intake I'd advise a means and make of something fucking raw To bleed the inner factions of this rotting skin contraption To see, and hear, and speak at length of writing on the wall as it Ran in circles Mimicking a dying wolf Ran in circles All we've known to do before Shed the skin, a new leaf is growing underneath this harvest moon And the bones of these charring walls are all that's left to occupy the living room Another season ushered in Maybe we can finally see this one come to an end If I could offer pins and needles to maintain your landscape I'd do my best and pry the rest from my writing arm Just in case this spiraling staircase leads to ruin you can flee the scene, remembering you'd never pass the clearing if you Ran in circles Never moving far ahead Run in circles If you're staying here instead If I could offer you a knot to tie up all your loose ends or an escape, I'd pave the way to a neon exit sign To be clear- there's danger in the place in which you linger In the mire of the past of which you'll never clear if you just Ran in circles Back to where it all began Run in circles And you'll never reach the end

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released December 20, 2019

Sound Engineering/Mixing/Mastering: Daniel Annis / Broken Wave Records
Drum and Vocal Tracking on Select Tracks: Audio Loft Studios
Vocals/Guitar/Ukelele: Roger Barker
Drums: Justin Fedoruk
Bass: Michael Walker, Dylan "Dielan" Anthony Taylor, Justin Fedoruk, Cody Trowell
Album Art: Vincent Chase

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